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Saturday, September 26, 2009 COLOURED.
Far way to go!
Time to blog!! However, I can feel my eyes going to close at any moment. I’m not going to sleep so early, because is Friday finally. Let me do some stuffs before turning to bed; into my dream land.
School on weekdays as usual, and I finally caught the momentum of waking up early in the morning. Can’t afford to be late for school, we need to log in to school system to punch in for attendance.
I realized the school labs’ temperature getting colder and colder, especially the lab which I’m in. I’m freezing inside there everyday without fail; with my jacket on some more. These two weeks keep running to toilet for many times, I guess the digesting system went wrong some how! Hmmmm… must be in that case. Looking from the other side, it might not be a sad thing to me, at least can get rid all the junk foods from my stomach. I have been eating TOO much compare to all those academic periods.
Time really flies, now is fourth week of FYPJ. We have started working on the project tasks these two weeks; well, everyday without fail been stuck at some stupid errors. Trying to get helps from everywhere we can think of, supervisor MIA from msn. Yes, we must be independent. So we find solutions from internet, we borrow books from library; yet we still couldn’t figure our problems. Awesome, isn’t it. Looking at the bright side, we will solve them one day, Amen! ^^
Couple days ago, received an e-mail from Mr Tham about the posting for attachment. Angela and I will be going to NCS, not very sure about the working environment, the people and the job that we going to do. However, at least we have each other at the same company! We can overcome everything!! HAHHAHA…. And I heard from friends around that many of them haven’t received the notice about the posting. Therefore, both of us consider the earliest. There’s one bad thing about it is that we have to take bus in future. Well, I hate it because bus is the last choice of transport if I were to choose.
On Thursday, received an e-mail from Mr Lam about the IT Security exam paper timing; it will be held on this coming Monday. Therefore, this weekend got to be busy again. All the best to myself!!
Took quite a lot of photos throughout these few weeks, time to upload them!!
 
12:28 AM
Wednesday, September 9, 2009 COLOURED.
My Wednesday!!
Is Wednesday, second week of FYP. Time seems to pass very fast, isn’t it? We were given tutorials to work on and need to complete them by this week. 10 tutorials n total, in that case we must complete 2 each day. Guess what; up to date we have not complete 2 of it.
The computer that I’m working with was really lag, and yesterday the PC was down with errors somewhere which caused me could not even do my works. In addition, my supervisor was not in campus too. I was really helpless. Therefore, yesterday is the worse day I had spent in school.
Fortunately, things get a “little” bit better today. I managed to reinstall the software on the computer again. However, we encountered many errors through out the way. Especially myself, I couldn’t remember how many times I have to redo for my tutorial one and not even complete it. Though we keep repeating the tutorial again and again, we learn through all those mistakes. A little achievement!
Today, all FYPJ students had a assembly session with the overall in-charge. Not very sure what they call them as; I guess not that important too. As long we address them properly (Ms, Mr etc) will do. We were told before hand that they will select 20 teams to present about their project on the spot. In the end, it reduced to 10 teams.
Let me just skip to the presentation part. How did they choose the 10 teams? Firstly, they will ask so shout for 10 numbers. Then, they used the name list which is excel file to choose the student based on the numbers we gave.
They will randomly sort the name list some of the times. HAHAHA.. All the students were screaming when they see their name was jumping here and there, whether their name was been choose or not. I remember for the first 5 or 6 teams, they choose the name that was not correctly match to the number. For those who had use Microsoft excel before will understand what I’m talking about. The first column and first row is the header session! Some of us sitting behind were just like others looking where our name was. HAHA…
There were two times, my number was 10 and 99 if not I wrong. I have to mention this, for the first time, they pick the name at number 10, I escape it. Why? It was because every time they have to add 1 to the number on the list where that should be the correct one. So, the teacher in-charge and my friends said I was very lucky.
You just won’t believe what happened in the end. When the turn to pick the last team up, the teacher suddenly sorted the name list again, and my name was exactly the chosen one. The teacher said something like: you can’t escape something away when it belongs to you. Well, I’m kind of agreeing to it too.
In the end, Donna and I went up to present our project. Actually, there aren’t a lot of things to present too. So, I took the initiative to introduce my team and start to present our project in front of 140 peoples. Is my first time presenting in front of so many peoples. I’m surprise that I wasn’t that nervous about it, just feeling cold because of the strong air inside the hall. Is good to have team mate around instead of been alone doing the things. :D
Few of the students said I was supper “lucky” today, if I go buy 4D, sure strike. Dot dot dotsssss…………
About 5plus in evening, my mum called me and told me that she admitted hospital. I was kind of shock because she told the day before that she was going for check up on Wednesday. I asked her what’s going on. She didn’t say much, she just told me she’s doing some blood transferring or pumping thing. At first, I planned to go visit her; however she told me to go home instead. Prepare dinner for my father and do the chores. Will go and visit her one of these days.
God, keep my mum healthy! Thank You.
9:22 PM
Friday, September 4, 2009 COLOURED.
A new week!
Today is Friday!! Wooow… FINALLY! This is the first week of FYPJ; well, now able to find some times to blog about what’s going on this whole week.
First of the FYPJ, we have the briefing session for all students who doing FYPJ. We are told not blog certain things about the FYPJ and bla bla bla…. I guess some peoples know what I’m talking about.
The first two three days were a torture for us, the time past SO slow that you couldn’t imagine. Let me talk about what we did for our project for the whole week. After the meeting session with supervisor on Monday, we were told to install some stuff and read on the given materials. Therefore, Donna and I were doing the reading for the first two days. When Wednesday came by, the supervisor came to meet us; we were told that reading alone was not enough, we have to get familiar with the software or whatever thing by trying them on. And we need to finish everything by this week. Well, we did do what was required.
I would never forget these three days how I sit in front of the computer for long hours to just read up the notes, watch videos and try out the software. My whole body gets so stiff because of long hours of “Computing”, especially my neck. Now recall back, there were couples of days, I fall asleep while doing my works at night without noticing.
After this week, I begin to feel really bless to have all the lecturers and tutors that have taught us for those academic semesters. When I look back now, they are kind of good. Yup. Why do I have such conclusion? There’s always reason for a question, no exception for this too. Base on what we see and hear everyday, there are some peoples got those kind of killing attitude. Whenever they go, the whole atmosphere was supper down and bad. Why? SSShhhhhh……No names shall be revealed. :D
Oh yea, another thing I must mention. We had our very first PE lesson on Tuesday; we need to train ourselves up for the up coming Napfa test. On That day itself, everyone was discussing about the physical training; like what were we gonna do if we were told to run the 2.4 and so on, because it’s been long since we had a run. WHAHAHAHAHA…..
There are tutors showing their muscle around to prove how fit they are! WAHAHHAHA, Yeah. Kind of fit.
OoOopppppsss… Time for dinner, shall be continue again.
9:17 PM
Friday, July 31, 2009 COLOURED.
Replies!
To Yiling, there’s no standard answer for questions that we face in life everyday. Sometimes, we shouldn’t make conclusion base on certain facts which you see on the surface. Do allow yourself to have the “maybe” thought sometimes. Yeah!
Regarding the friendship problem you shared with me just now, it brings up something to my mind too. I have this friend which have not been contacting for quite a long time. There’s a day, I received a message from her early of the morning. I thought she was sending some greeting messages. Well, she was asking whether I’m working or not.
I replied her that I’m not working, and there’s no return message from her anymore.
You know what; at that point of time I was thinking she’s looking for a job, not because of those so called contacting. I was angry because that’s not the way how you treat your friends.
However, after awhile I allow myself to have alternative conclusions for that incident. Good and bad, maybe the fact is not what you think. Or maybe is right sometimes…. Is not worth to lose a friend because of such thing.
So stay happy! Cheers ^^
3:31 PM
Saturday, May 23, 2009 COLOURED.
Next Generation will be better
One week had past; here to blog what have been happening for the whole week.
On Monday, went to New York New York for dinner with Joel, as well as to catch up with him. He is funny and blur, mistaken his own self birthday falls on the month of June. One amazing thing I have discovered that we actually can take bus at the 2nd level of AMK Hub. It is so cool because the bus travels in the air. Do you know about this?
Tuesday was the busiest and tiring day among the week. Since school started, my brain cell was killed the most on that day. Why? Well, the answer is because of Database lessons on that day. The lecture and practical, I have to slowly digest all of the information and whenever I do the practical, have to go step by step carefully. I can think back how I’ll be a dead body lying on the bed and just fall asleep. “I couldn’t open my eyes.”
For Wednesday and Thursday, though the school does not end early; I so far quite enjoy all the lessons. This Wednesday, we had our National Education trip to Discovery centre. I still remember there’s this robot call “George”, he is so smart that he can answer simple questions that we posted to him. When Nadhirbh asked him whether he can marry her or not, guess what was his answer! He said: “You are too old….” It is so funny. Then, we also went to Safti and Army Museum; we get to see a lot of new stuffs there. Interesting … On Thursday, most of the lessons are belong to Miss Kwa. I love her lesson among all the modules. Hooray!!!! Other than that, Thursday is kind of rest day for me because my mother is off from work. And she will do the cooking, but the washing part still done by me. Therefore, it doesn’t have much different right. Hiaz, what am I talking..
Contacted with Zhong Ying recently, back to the track; miss her a lot and hope to catch up really soon. The right time and the harvest.
Should have take more pictures..Haiz ^ ^
On Friday, the day of releasing early from school and I was in happy mood. I went to Orchard and Far East together with Sukwah. She was late for about half an hour due to the expiry of her e-zlink card, therefore person asked her to replace her card. Well, she didn’t get to replace in the end after all.
I bought a new shirt from F21; I love it the moment when I saw it. For Sukwah, she got a vest that is made from jean and she was so happy over it because she wanted to buy it long time ago. But a lot of times, she just could not find the one she like with reasonable price.
Is Nice!!
After shopped for a couple of hours, we went for Red Rain prayer meeting in church. Time flies, last year’s prayer meeting with Red Rain band seemed to happen couple days ago. I believe all of us enjoyed the whole prayer meeting. The day seemed to past with joy, things start to take place. I remember I specially take note of going home early after the prayer meeting. My mum called me while I was walking home from Yishun MRT station, and the time was about 9.45pm. The moment I picked up the call, she started to scold me. She said a lot of things to me and hangs up the phone after that. I was wondering what wrong with her mindset about timing. I reach home before 10pm and I guess it should be consider as early. Moreover, in the past, there were times I use to reach home around 12 or 1 plus after church.
Then, when I reached home, here it comes my father’s turn. All the nasty words came from his mouth really made my headache. It seems nothing I do can please them. I did try my best to do everything; they don’t seem to appreciate them at all. To be honest, I was angry with the way they talk to me and also the unfairness treatments that came from them. Whenever I get this kind of irritating feelings, God’s commandment came to my mind which is honor your father and mother. It is not an easy thing to do, to be truthful. I remembered Pastor How once preached that when you are been forsaken by someone, even could be the close one, the Father in Heaven will take care of you.
A fatherless generation does not just mean without a father physically, but is having no loves from the love ones.
Psalm 62: 7-8
In God is my salvation and my glory; the rock of my strength, And my refuge, is in God. Trust in Him at all times, you people; pour out your heart before Him; God is a refuge for us.
3:35 AM
Saturday, May 16, 2009 COLOURED.
A good sleep.
Now is 4am plus… I’m very tired but couldn’t sleep at all. I switch on the lights, the lap-top, the fan, the music. I feel my heart pounding fast; I have lived in fear for the last 2 hours. Why?
All these happened few hours ago….
Around 1.00am plus, I was making cards in my room. The first time, I was satisfied with the end products. SUDDENTLY, I heard a loud bang coming from my house downstairs. A car accident had take place. I could hear noise produced by the tyres of the car that were rubbing against the floor. I guess my heart stopped for a few seconds. Thank God, no one was hurt but the car was seriously damaged. And my nightmare began from that moment too.
For the next two hours, I feel uneasy in my heart. And a creepy, terrifying feeling that could not erase away. Around two plus, I plan to go sleep as my eyes were heavy; things did not turn out to be good. I remembered I was holding my bible on the bed and covered myself with blanket. That 20 – 30min’s time, I was really scared. In the end, I break down and cry. Sounds stupid, but you wouldn't know what to do when you are lost.
I holding the bible in tears and prayed to God to help me. I kept repeating the verse 2 Timothy 1:7 “For God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power and of love and of a sound mind”. I still remember this verse is my life verse that I chose for my Water Baptism about a month ago.
I was struggling for 15mins; though feeling much better now, not totally. That feeling just came out of sudden and I couldn’t help to ignore it… I’m waiting for the sun to rise!!
Father, I pray that I will be safely in Your hand every single day!
You will holding me on with Your hands and never let me go!
4:37 AM
Saturday, April 18, 2009 COLOURED.
You are wonderfully made!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9lp0IWv8QZY
Hey guys, all of you got to take a look at this video. It is about this lady call Susan Boyle, who took part at the Britains Got Talent 2009. How she touched and changes the point of view of her by others.
I see A VERY ordinary lady, someone who might not be notice by others on the street. However, that night, her voice touched and conquers many peoples’ heart and really surprises them with the beautiful voice that is given by God.
From this lady, I see confident and faith in her.
More than that, I see how our creator, God fearfully and wonderfully created her. She does not have what is on the surface but she has what is inside of her, SUBSTANCE!
Are you touched by her? I am.
2:39 AM
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Saturday, September 26, 2009 COLOURED.
Far way to go!
Time to blog!! However, I can feel my eyes going to close at any moment. I’m not going to sleep so early, because is Friday finally. Let me do some stuffs before turning to bed; into my dream land.
School on weekdays as usual, and I finally caught the momentum of waking up early in the morning. Can’t afford to be late for school, we need to log in to school system to punch in for attendance.
I realized the school labs’ temperature getting colder and colder, especially the lab which I’m in. I’m freezing inside there everyday without fail; with my jacket on some more. These two weeks keep running to toilet for many times, I guess the digesting system went wrong some how! Hmmmm… must be in that case. Looking from the other side, it might not be a sad thing to me, at least can get rid all the junk foods from my stomach. I have been eating TOO much compare to all those academic periods.
Time really flies, now is fourth week of FYPJ. We have started working on the project tasks these two weeks; well, everyday without fail been stuck at some stupid errors. Trying to get helps from everywhere we can think of, supervisor MIA from msn. Yes, we must be independent. So we find solutions from internet, we borrow books from library; yet we still couldn’t figure our problems. Awesome, isn’t it. Looking at the bright side, we will solve them one day, Amen! ^^
Couple days ago, received an e-mail from Mr Tham about the posting for attachment. Angela and I will be going to NCS, not very sure about the working environment, the people and the job that we going to do. However, at least we have each other at the same company! We can overcome everything!! HAHHAHA…. And I heard from friends around that many of them haven’t received the notice about the posting. Therefore, both of us consider the earliest. There’s one bad thing about it is that we have to take bus in future. Well, I hate it because bus is the last choice of transport if I were to choose.
On Thursday, received an e-mail from Mr Lam about the IT Security exam paper timing; it will be held on this coming Monday. Therefore, this weekend got to be busy again. All the best to myself!!
Took quite a lot of photos throughout these few weeks, time to upload them!!
12:28 AM
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Wednesday, September 9, 2009 COLOURED.
My Wednesday!!
Is Wednesday, second week of FYP. Time seems to pass very fast, isn’t it? We were given tutorials to work on and need to complete them by this week. 10 tutorials n total, in that case we must complete 2 each day. Guess what; up to date we have not complete 2 of it.
The computer that I’m working with was really lag, and yesterday the PC was down with errors somewhere which caused me could not even do my works. In addition, my supervisor was not in campus too. I was really helpless. Therefore, yesterday is the worse day I had spent in school.
Fortunately, things get a “little” bit better today. I managed to reinstall the software on the computer again. However, we encountered many errors through out the way. Especially myself, I couldn’t remember how many times I have to redo for my tutorial one and not even complete it. Though we keep repeating the tutorial again and again, we learn through all those mistakes. A little achievement!
Today, all FYPJ students had a assembly session with the overall in-charge. Not very sure what they call them as; I guess not that important too. As long we address them properly (Ms, Mr etc) will do. We were told before hand that they will select 20 teams to present about their project on the spot. In the end, it reduced to 10 teams.
Let me just skip to the presentation part. How did they choose the 10 teams? Firstly, they will ask so shout for 10 numbers. Then, they used the name list which is excel file to choose the student based on the numbers we gave.
They will randomly sort the name list some of the times. HAHAHA.. All the students were screaming when they see their name was jumping here and there, whether their name was been choose or not. I remember for the first 5 or 6 teams, they choose the name that was not correctly match to the number. For those who had use Microsoft excel before will understand what I’m talking about. The first column and first row is the header session! Some of us sitting behind were just like others looking where our name was. HAHA…
There were two times, my number was 10 and 99 if not I wrong. I have to mention this, for the first time, they pick the name at number 10, I escape it. Why? It was because every time they have to add 1 to the number on the list where that should be the correct one. So, the teacher in-charge and my friends said I was very lucky.
You just won’t believe what happened in the end. When the turn to pick the last team up, the teacher suddenly sorted the name list again, and my name was exactly the chosen one. The teacher said something like: you can’t escape something away when it belongs to you. Well, I’m kind of agreeing to it too.
In the end, Donna and I went up to present our project. Actually, there aren’t a lot of things to present too. So, I took the initiative to introduce my team and start to present our project in front of 140 peoples. Is my first time presenting in front of so many peoples. I’m surprise that I wasn’t that nervous about it, just feeling cold because of the strong air inside the hall. Is good to have team mate around instead of been alone doing the things. :D
Few of the students said I was supper “lucky” today, if I go buy 4D, sure strike. Dot dot dotsssss…………
About 5plus in evening, my mum called me and told me that she admitted hospital. I was kind of shock because she told the day before that she was going for check up on Wednesday. I asked her what’s going on. She didn’t say much, she just told me she’s doing some blood transferring or pumping thing. At first, I planned to go visit her; however she told me to go home instead. Prepare dinner for my father and do the chores. Will go and visit her one of these days.
God, keep my mum healthy! Thank You.
9:22 PM
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Friday, September 4, 2009 COLOURED.
A new week!
Today is Friday!! Wooow… FINALLY! This is the first week of FYPJ; well, now able to find some times to blog about what’s going on this whole week.
First of the FYPJ, we have the briefing session for all students who doing FYPJ. We are told not blog certain things about the FYPJ and bla bla bla…. I guess some peoples know what I’m talking about.
The first two three days were a torture for us, the time past SO slow that you couldn’t imagine. Let me talk about what we did for our project for the whole week. After the meeting session with supervisor on Monday, we were told to install some stuff and read on the given materials. Therefore, Donna and I were doing the reading for the first two days. When Wednesday came by, the supervisor came to meet us; we were told that reading alone was not enough, we have to get familiar with the software or whatever thing by trying them on. And we need to finish everything by this week. Well, we did do what was required.
I would never forget these three days how I sit in front of the computer for long hours to just read up the notes, watch videos and try out the software. My whole body gets so stiff because of long hours of “Computing”, especially my neck. Now recall back, there were couples of days, I fall asleep while doing my works at night without noticing.
After this week, I begin to feel really bless to have all the lecturers and tutors that have taught us for those academic semesters. When I look back now, they are kind of good. Yup. Why do I have such conclusion? There’s always reason for a question, no exception for this too. Base on what we see and hear everyday, there are some peoples got those kind of killing attitude. Whenever they go, the whole atmosphere was supper down and bad. Why? SSShhhhhh……No names shall be revealed. :D
Oh yea, another thing I must mention. We had our very first PE lesson on Tuesday; we need to train ourselves up for the up coming Napfa test. On That day itself, everyone was discussing about the physical training; like what were we gonna do if we were told to run the 2.4 and so on, because it’s been long since we had a run. WHAHAHAHAHA…..
There are tutors showing their muscle around to prove how fit they are! WAHAHHAHA, Yeah. Kind of fit.
OoOopppppsss… Time for dinner, shall be continue again.
9:17 PM
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Friday, July 31, 2009 COLOURED.
Replies!
To Yiling, there’s no standard answer for questions that we face in life everyday. Sometimes, we shouldn’t make conclusion base on certain facts which you see on the surface. Do allow yourself to have the “maybe” thought sometimes. Yeah!
Regarding the friendship problem you shared with me just now, it brings up something to my mind too. I have this friend which have not been contacting for quite a long time. There’s a day, I received a message from her early of the morning. I thought she was sending some greeting messages. Well, she was asking whether I’m working or not.
I replied her that I’m not working, and there’s no return message from her anymore.
You know what; at that point of time I was thinking she’s looking for a job, not because of those so called contacting. I was angry because that’s not the way how you treat your friends.
However, after awhile I allow myself to have alternative conclusions for that incident. Good and bad, maybe the fact is not what you think. Or maybe is right sometimes…. Is not worth to lose a friend because of such thing.
So stay happy! Cheers ^^
3:31 PM
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Saturday, May 23, 2009 COLOURED.
Next Generation will be better
One week had past; here to blog what have been happening for the whole week.
On Monday, went to New York New York for dinner with Joel, as well as to catch up with him. He is funny and blur, mistaken his own self birthday falls on the month of June. One amazing thing I have discovered that we actually can take bus at the 2nd level of AMK Hub. It is so cool because the bus travels in the air. Do you know about this?
Tuesday was the busiest and tiring day among the week. Since school started, my brain cell was killed the most on that day. Why? Well, the answer is because of Database lessons on that day. The lecture and practical, I have to slowly digest all of the information and whenever I do the practical, have to go step by step carefully. I can think back how I’ll be a dead body lying on the bed and just fall asleep. “I couldn’t open my eyes.”
For Wednesday and Thursday, though the school does not end early; I so far quite enjoy all the lessons. This Wednesday, we had our National Education trip to Discovery centre. I still remember there’s this robot call “George”, he is so smart that he can answer simple questions that we posted to him. When Nadhirbh asked him whether he can marry her or not, guess what was his answer! He said: “You are too old….” It is so funny. Then, we also went to Safti and Army Museum; we get to see a lot of new stuffs there. Interesting … On Thursday, most of the lessons are belong to Miss Kwa. I love her lesson among all the modules. Hooray!!!! Other than that, Thursday is kind of rest day for me because my mother is off from work. And she will do the cooking, but the washing part still done by me. Therefore, it doesn’t have much different right. Hiaz, what am I talking..
Contacted with Zhong Ying recently, back to the track; miss her a lot and hope to catch up really soon. The right time and the harvest.
Should have take more pictures..Haiz ^ ^
On Friday, the day of releasing early from school and I was in happy mood. I went to Orchard and Far East together with Sukwah. She was late for about half an hour due to the expiry of her e-zlink card, therefore person asked her to replace her card. Well, she didn’t get to replace in the end after all.
I bought a new shirt from F21; I love it the moment when I saw it. For Sukwah, she got a vest that is made from jean and she was so happy over it because she wanted to buy it long time ago. But a lot of times, she just could not find the one she like with reasonable price.
Is Nice!!
After shopped for a couple of hours, we went for Red Rain prayer meeting in church. Time flies, last year’s prayer meeting with Red Rain band seemed to happen couple days ago. I believe all of us enjoyed the whole prayer meeting. The day seemed to past with joy, things start to take place. I remember I specially take note of going home early after the prayer meeting. My mum called me while I was walking home from Yishun MRT station, and the time was about 9.45pm. The moment I picked up the call, she started to scold me. She said a lot of things to me and hangs up the phone after that. I was wondering what wrong with her mindset about timing. I reach home before 10pm and I guess it should be consider as early. Moreover, in the past, there were times I use to reach home around 12 or 1 plus after church.
Then, when I reached home, here it comes my father’s turn. All the nasty words came from his mouth really made my headache. It seems nothing I do can please them. I did try my best to do everything; they don’t seem to appreciate them at all. To be honest, I was angry with the way they talk to me and also the unfairness treatments that came from them. Whenever I get this kind of irritating feelings, God’s commandment came to my mind which is honor your father and mother. It is not an easy thing to do, to be truthful. I remembered Pastor How once preached that when you are been forsaken by someone, even could be the close one, the Father in Heaven will take care of you.
A fatherless generation does not just mean without a father physically, but is having no loves from the love ones.
Psalm 62: 7-8
In God is my salvation and my glory; the rock of my strength, And my refuge, is in God. Trust in Him at all times, you people; pour out your heart before Him; God is a refuge for us.
3:35 AM
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Saturday, May 16, 2009 COLOURED.
A good sleep.
Now is 4am plus… I’m very tired but couldn’t sleep at all. I switch on the lights, the lap-top, the fan, the music. I feel my heart pounding fast; I have lived in fear for the last 2 hours. Why?
All these happened few hours ago….
Around 1.00am plus, I was making cards in my room. The first time, I was satisfied with the end products. SUDDENTLY, I heard a loud bang coming from my house downstairs. A car accident had take place. I could hear noise produced by the tyres of the car that were rubbing against the floor. I guess my heart stopped for a few seconds. Thank God, no one was hurt but the car was seriously damaged. And my nightmare began from that moment too.
For the next two hours, I feel uneasy in my heart. And a creepy, terrifying feeling that could not erase away. Around two plus, I plan to go sleep as my eyes were heavy; things did not turn out to be good. I remembered I was holding my bible on the bed and covered myself with blanket. That 20 – 30min’s time, I was really scared. In the end, I break down and cry. Sounds stupid, but you wouldn't know what to do when you are lost.
I holding the bible in tears and prayed to God to help me. I kept repeating the verse 2 Timothy 1:7 “For God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power and of love and of a sound mind”. I still remember this verse is my life verse that I chose for my Water Baptism about a month ago.
I was struggling for 15mins; though feeling much better now, not totally. That feeling just came out of sudden and I couldn’t help to ignore it… I’m waiting for the sun to rise!!
Father, I pray that I will be safely in Your hand every single day!
You will holding me on with Your hands and never let me go!
4:37 AM
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Saturday, April 18, 2009 COLOURED.
You are wonderfully made!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9lp0IWv8QZY
Hey guys, all of you got to take a look at this video. It is about this lady call Susan Boyle, who took part at the Britains Got Talent 2009. How she touched and changes the point of view of her by others.
I see A VERY ordinary lady, someone who might not be notice by others on the street. However, that night, her voice touched and conquers many peoples’ heart and really surprises them with the beautiful voice that is given by God.
From this lady, I see confident and faith in her.
More than that, I see how our creator, God fearfully and wonderfully created her. She does not have what is on the surface but she has what is inside of her, SUBSTANCE!
Are you touched by her? I am.
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