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Saturday, August 9, 2008 COLOURED.
Perseverance
Do you know me? Xiao Hong! Its 1am, Saturday now. In fact, I feel very sleepy now but just want to blog with my new blogskin. =D
Why I start my post with that sentence, nothing special, just because I thought of it. HAHAHAHHA….
I was breaking down these few days. Not just because of sickness, others like school, family and other things. Feel really tired, sometimes, you gave me whole day to sleep, I don’t think is enough. If you think I sure will collapse, let me tell you “you are wrong man”.
Do I look like someone who is easily been defected? Don’t underestimate me! LOL.
How was I when I was young? Hmmm.. Let me think about it. Well, someone who is easily been bullied by others. I can say that I’m someone who was weak in the past. But, what makes me turn from weak to strong and hard on the inside? Don’t have to guess, is my family. I remembered there was once my brother was bullied by some of the youth from our school. The moment I saw that scene, I ran up towards them and point my finger at them [Hello, not the 3rd finger okay.. HAHhaa] and said: “Who give you the permission to bully my brother!” I feel I had been the greatest sister in the entire whole world.
Have you ever been look down by others? Someone like close to you; relatives or even friends. I had tasted that kind of feeling before. No doubt, it hurts. I can tolerate after crying for few minutes. You can say that I’m stubborn, but I won’t agree with you completely. I’m human being, I have emotion and feelings too. Roy once said before that I feel a lot. Yes, he is right. I can feel every single emotion that is going on me and others.
I understand what kind of words, actions will hurt people! Why? It’s because I had gone through and experience them before. Therefore, if I was told to hurt someone with words, I can easily “kill” them.
Even until now, I know there are quite a number of people despites and look down on me. There’s only one person in my life that would never ever despites me, He is no other than my God, Jesus Christ. Often, I can just tell people who think in their minds that “Xiaohong’s future is dark and rainy. I just know it, don’t ask me why. AHHAHAHHAA…..
Sometimes, even I condemn myself due to what others had said. However, I pick myself up no matter what. I just pick it up through Christ, everything is possible. Amen.
In the past, I was a person filled with hatreds; anger; jealousness; bitterness; loneliness …My parents wasn’t with me that often when I was young. I remembered I cried every single morning when I wake up. As I look around, I was left alone in the whole bed room. The surrounding was so quiet and quiet. At that moment, I just feel that I was alone in the whole entire world. So lonely, so sad. Maybe is because of this reason, I was trained to be alone, even without friends, I believe I can survive quite well. I have that capability to do that.
Now! I can have no friends but can’t survive without my God. =D He is my supports; He is where my strength came from; He is my friends; He is my partner. Wait a minute, of course I had found a bunch of good friends in church too. Hehehe…
I was once someone who really hates people into bones. Who in the world says that I must love others? How could they expect love from me since they had not poured their love on me? No way man. But things change now….I start to love people, trying very hard everyday. I’m not someone who is loving or caring, and don’t use these words to describe me because it doesn’t suit me at all. And I don’t really like it. Maybe is my character.. ^@^
God is the one who brings me to where I am so far besides my leaders. He is the one who always gives the positive thoughts; encouragements and loves. You won’t understand it unless you had gone through what I had gone through. God, You rock my life! This is the best ever thing I get since I become a Christian.
Do you know what God describes me with? Is the cactus. =D
Cactus, a plant with strong surviving will and perseverance. A plant may look weak, just like using a knife cutting off its skin. Come on, think twice. It knows how to store waters and surviving well in the desert. Some more, it blooms flowers; yes beautiful flowers.
However, don’t ever irritate it, because you sure will injure by its pricks. Wait a minute, I don’t have pricks; I only have two hands and 2 legs for punching you. HAHAHAHAHAHHA………………..
2:33 AM
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Saturday, August 9, 2008 COLOURED.
Perseverance
Do you know me? Xiao Hong! Its 1am, Saturday now. In fact, I feel very sleepy now but just want to blog with my new blogskin. =D
Why I start my post with that sentence, nothing special, just because I thought of it. HAHAHAHHA….
I was breaking down these few days. Not just because of sickness, others like school, family and other things. Feel really tired, sometimes, you gave me whole day to sleep, I don’t think is enough. If you think I sure will collapse, let me tell you “you are wrong man”.
Do I look like someone who is easily been defected? Don’t underestimate me! LOL.
How was I when I was young? Hmmm.. Let me think about it. Well, someone who is easily been bullied by others. I can say that I’m someone who was weak in the past. But, what makes me turn from weak to strong and hard on the inside? Don’t have to guess, is my family. I remembered there was once my brother was bullied by some of the youth from our school. The moment I saw that scene, I ran up towards them and point my finger at them [Hello, not the 3rd finger okay.. HAHhaa] and said: “Who give you the permission to bully my brother!” I feel I had been the greatest sister in the entire whole world.
Have you ever been look down by others? Someone like close to you; relatives or even friends. I had tasted that kind of feeling before. No doubt, it hurts. I can tolerate after crying for few minutes. You can say that I’m stubborn, but I won’t agree with you completely. I’m human being, I have emotion and feelings too. Roy once said before that I feel a lot. Yes, he is right. I can feel every single emotion that is going on me and others.
I understand what kind of words, actions will hurt people! Why? It’s because I had gone through and experience them before. Therefore, if I was told to hurt someone with words, I can easily “kill” them.
Even until now, I know there are quite a number of people despites and look down on me. There’s only one person in my life that would never ever despites me, He is no other than my God, Jesus Christ. Often, I can just tell people who think in their minds that “Xiaohong’s future is dark and rainy. I just know it, don’t ask me why. AHHAHAHHAA…..
Sometimes, even I condemn myself due to what others had said. However, I pick myself up no matter what. I just pick it up through Christ, everything is possible. Amen.
In the past, I was a person filled with hatreds; anger; jealousness; bitterness; loneliness …My parents wasn’t with me that often when I was young. I remembered I cried every single morning when I wake up. As I look around, I was left alone in the whole bed room. The surrounding was so quiet and quiet. At that moment, I just feel that I was alone in the whole entire world. So lonely, so sad. Maybe is because of this reason, I was trained to be alone, even without friends, I believe I can survive quite well. I have that capability to do that.
Now! I can have no friends but can’t survive without my God. =D He is my supports; He is where my strength came from; He is my friends; He is my partner. Wait a minute, of course I had found a bunch of good friends in church too. Hehehe…
I was once someone who really hates people into bones. Who in the world says that I must love others? How could they expect love from me since they had not poured their love on me? No way man. But things change now….I start to love people, trying very hard everyday. I’m not someone who is loving or caring, and don’t use these words to describe me because it doesn’t suit me at all. And I don’t really like it. Maybe is my character.. ^@^
God is the one who brings me to where I am so far besides my leaders. He is the one who always gives the positive thoughts; encouragements and loves. You won’t understand it unless you had gone through what I had gone through. God, You rock my life! This is the best ever thing I get since I become a Christian.
Do you know what God describes me with? Is the cactus. =D
Cactus, a plant with strong surviving will and perseverance. A plant may look weak, just like using a knife cutting off its skin. Come on, think twice. It knows how to store waters and surviving well in the desert. Some more, it blooms flowers; yes beautiful flowers.
However, don’t ever irritate it, because you sure will injure by its pricks. Wait a minute, I don’t have pricks; I only have two hands and 2 legs for punching you. HAHAHAHAHAHHA………………..
2:33 AM
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