Love.Faith.Hope

Far way to go!

2009-09-26T00:28:00.012+08:00

Time to blog!! However, I can feel my eyes going to close at any moment. I’m not going to sleep so early, because is Friday finally. Let me do some stuffs before turning to bed; into my dream land.

School on weekdays as usual, and I finally caught the momentum of waking up early in the morning. Can’t afford to be late for school, we need to log in to school system to punch in for attendance.
I realized the school labs’ temperature getting colder and colder, especially the lab which I’m in. I’m freezing inside there everyday without fail; with my jacket on some more. These two weeks keep running to toilet for many times, I guess the digesting system went wrong some how! Hmmmm… must be in that case. Looking from the other side, it might not be a sad thing to me, at least can get rid all the junk foods from my stomach. I have been eating TOO much compare to all those academic periods.

Time really flies, now is fourth week of FYPJ. We have started working on the project tasks these two weeks; well, everyday without fail been stuck at some stupid errors. Trying to get helps from everywhere we can think of, supervisor MIA from msn. Yes, we must be independent. So we find solutions from internet, we borrow books from library; yet we still couldn’t figure our problems. Awesome, isn’t it. Looking at the bright side, we will solve them one day, Amen! ^^

Couple days ago, received an e-mail from Mr Tham about the posting for attachment. Angela and I will be going to NCS, not very sure about the working environment, the people and the job that we going to do. However, at least we have each other at the same company! We can overcome everything!! HAHHAHA…. And I heard from friends around that many of them haven’t received the notice about the posting. Therefore, both of us consider the earliest. There’s one bad thing about it is that we have to take bus in future. Well, I hate it because bus is the last choice of transport if I were to choose.

On Thursday, received an e-mail from Mr Lam about the IT Security exam paper timing; it will be held on this coming Monday. Therefore, this weekend got to be busy again. All the best to myself!!

Took quite a lot of photos throughout these few weeks, time to upload them!!

My Wednesday!!

2009-09-09T21:22:00.001+08:00

Is Wednesday, second week of FYP. Time seems to pass very fast, isn’t it? We were given tutorials to work on and need to complete them by this week. 10 tutorials n total, in that case we must complete 2 each day. Guess what; up to date we have not complete 2 of it.

The computer that I’m working with was really lag, and yesterday the PC was down with errors somewhere which caused me could not even do my works. In addition, my supervisor was not in campus too. I was really helpless. Therefore, yesterday is the worse day I had spent in school.
Fortunately, things get a “little” bit better today. I managed to reinstall the software on the computer again. However, we encountered many errors through out the way. Especially myself, I couldn’t remember how many times I have to redo for my tutorial one and not even complete it. Though we keep repeating the tutorial again and again, we learn through all those mistakes. A little achievement!

Today, all FYPJ students had a assembly session with the overall in-charge. Not very sure what they call them as; I guess not that important too. As long we address them properly (Ms, Mr etc) will do. We were told before hand that they will select 20 teams to present about their project on the spot. In the end, it reduced to 10 teams.
Let me just skip to the presentation part. How did they choose the 10 teams? Firstly, they will ask so shout for 10 numbers. Then, they used the name list which is excel file to choose the student based on the numbers we gave.

They will randomly sort the name list some of the times. HAHAHA.. All the students were screaming when they see their name was jumping here and there, whether their name was been choose or not. I remember for the first 5 or 6 teams, they choose the name that was not correctly match to the number. For those who had use Microsoft excel before will understand what I’m talking about. The first column and first row is the header session! Some of us sitting behind were just like others looking where our name was. HAHA…
There were two times, my number was 10 and 99 if not I wrong. I have to mention this, for the first time, they pick the name at number 10, I escape it. Why? It was because every time they have to add 1 to the number on the list where that should be the correct one. So, the teacher in-charge and my friends said I was very lucky.
You just won’t believe what happened in the end. When the turn to pick the last team up, the teacher suddenly sorted the name list again, and my name was exactly the chosen one. The teacher said something like: you can’t escape something away when it belongs to you. Well, I’m kind of agreeing to it too.

In the end, Donna and I went up to present our project. Actually, there aren’t a lot of things to present too. So, I took the initiative to introduce my team and start to present our project in front of 140 peoples. Is my first time presenting in front of so many peoples. I’m surprise that I wasn’t that nervous about it, just feeling cold because of the strong air inside the hall. Is good to have team mate around instead of been alone doing the things. :D
Few of the students said I was supper “lucky” today, if I go buy 4D, sure strike. Dot dot dotsssss…………

About 5plus in evening, my mum called me and told me that she admitted hospital. I was kind of shock because she told the day before that she was going for check up on Wednesday. I asked her what’s going on. She didn’t say much, she just told me she’s doing some blood transferring or pumping thing. At first, I planned to go visit her; however she told me to go home instead. Prepare dinner for my father and do the chores. Will go and visit her one of these days.

God, keep my mum healthy! Thank You.

A new week!

2009-09-04T21:17:00.000+08:00

Today is Friday!! Wooow… FINALLY! This is the first week of FYPJ; well, now able to find some times to blog about what’s going on this whole week.

First of the FYPJ, we have the briefing session for all students who doing FYPJ. We are told not blog certain things about the FYPJ and bla bla bla…. I guess some peoples know what I’m talking about.
The first two three days were a torture for us, the time past SO slow that you couldn’t imagine. Let me talk about what we did for our project for the whole week. After the meeting session with supervisor on Monday, we were told to install some stuff and read on the given materials. Therefore, Donna and I were doing the reading for the first two days. When Wednesday came by, the supervisor came to meet us; we were told that reading alone was not enough, we have to get familiar with the software or whatever thing by trying them on. And we need to finish everything by this week. Well, we did do what was required.

I would never forget these three days how I sit in front of the computer for long hours to just read up the notes, watch videos and try out the software. My whole body gets so stiff because of long hours of “Computing”, especially my neck. Now recall back, there were couples of days, I fall asleep while doing my works at night without noticing.

After this week, I begin to feel really bless to have all the lecturers and tutors that have taught us for those academic semesters. When I look back now, they are kind of good. Yup. Why do I have such conclusion? There’s always reason for a question, no exception for this too. Base on what we see and hear everyday, there are some peoples got those kind of killing attitude. Whenever they go, the whole atmosphere was supper down and bad. Why? SSShhhhhh……No names shall be revealed. :D

Oh yea, another thing I must mention. We had our very first PE lesson on Tuesday; we need to train ourselves up for the up coming Napfa test. On That day itself, everyone was discussing about the physical training; like what were we gonna do if we were told to run the 2.4 and so on, because it’s been long since we had a run. WHAHAHAHAHA…..

There are tutors showing their muscle around to prove how fit they are! WAHAHHAHA, Yeah. Kind of fit.

OoOopppppsss… Time for dinner, shall be continue again.

Replies!

2009-07-31T15:31:00.001+08:00

To Yiling, there’s no standard answer for questions that we face in life everyday. Sometimes, we shouldn’t make conclusion base on certain facts which you see on the surface. Do allow yourself to have the “maybe” thought sometimes. Yeah!

Regarding the friendship problem you shared with me just now, it brings up something to my mind too. I have this friend which have not been contacting for quite a long time. There’s a day, I received a message from her early of the morning. I thought she was sending some greeting messages. Well, she was asking whether I’m working or not.
I replied her that I’m not working, and there’s no return message from her anymore.

You know what; at that point of time I was thinking she’s looking for a job, not because of those so called contacting. I was angry because that’s not the way how you treat your friends.

However, after awhile I allow myself to have alternative conclusions for that incident. Good and bad, maybe the fact is not what you think. Or maybe is right sometimes…. Is not worth to lose a friend because of such thing.
So stay happy! Cheers ^^

Next Generation will be better

2009-05-23T03:35:00.016+08:00

One week had past; here to blog what have been happening for the whole week.

On Monday, went to New York New York for dinner with Joel, as well as to catch up with him. He is funny and blur, mistaken his own self birthday falls on the month of June. One amazing thing I have discovered that we actually can take bus at the 2nd level of AMK Hub. It is so cool because the bus travels in the air. Do you know about this?

Tuesday was the busiest and tiring day among the week. Since school started, my brain cell was killed the most on that day. Why? Well, the answer is because of Database lessons on that day. The lecture and practical, I have to slowly digest all of the information and whenever I do the practical, have to go step by step carefully. I can think back how I’ll be a dead body lying on the bed and just fall asleep. “I couldn’t open my eyes.”

For Wednesday and Thursday, though the school does not end early; I so far quite enjoy all the lessons. This Wednesday, we had our National Education trip to Discovery centre. I still remember there’s this robot call “George”, he is so smart that he can answer simple questions that we posted to him. When Nadhirbh asked him whether he can marry her or not, guess what was his answer! He said: “You are too old….” It is so funny. Then, we also went to Safti and Army Museum; we get to see a lot of new stuffs there. Interesting … On Thursday, most of the lessons are belong to Miss Kwa. I love her lesson among all the modules. Hooray!!!! Other than that, Thursday is kind of rest day for me because my mother is off from work. And she will do the cooking, but the washing part still done by me. Therefore, it doesn’t have much different right. Hiaz, what am I talking..
Contacted with Zhong Ying recently, back to the track; miss her a lot and hope to catch up really soon. The right time and the harvest.

Should have take more pictures..Haiz ^ ^

On Friday, the day of releasing early from school and I was in happy mood. I went to Orchard and Far East together with Sukwah. She was late for about half an hour due to the expiry of her e-zlink card, therefore person asked her to replace her card. Well, she didn’t get to replace in the end after all.

I bought a new shirt from F21; I love it the moment when I saw it. For Sukwah, she got a vest that is made from jean and she was so happy over it because she wanted to buy it long time ago. But a lot of times, she just could not find the one she like with reasonable price.

Is Nice!!

After shopped for a couple of hours, we went for Red Rain prayer meeting in church. Time flies, last year’s prayer meeting with Red Rain band seemed to happen couple days ago. I believe all of us enjoyed the whole prayer meeting. The day seemed to past with joy, things start to take place. I remember I specially take note of going home early after the prayer meeting. My mum called me while I was walking home from Yishun MRT station, and the time was about 9.45pm. The moment I picked up the call, she started to scold me. She said a lot of things to me and hangs up the phone after that. I was wondering what wrong with her mindset about timing. I reach home before 10pm and I guess it should be consider as early. Moreover, in the past, there were times I use to reach home around 12 or 1 plus after church.

Then, when I reached home, here it comes my father’s turn. All the nasty words came from his mouth really made my headache. It seems nothing I do can please them. I did try my best to do everything; they don’t seem to appreciate them at all. To be honest, I was angry with the way they talk to me and also the unfairness treatments that came from them. Whenever I get this kind of irritating feelings, God’s commandment came to my mind which is honor your father and mother. It is not an easy thing to do, to be truthful. I remembered Pastor How once preached that when you are been forsaken by someone, even could be the close one, the Father in Heaven will take care of you.

A fatherless generation does not just mean without a father physically, but is having no loves from the love ones.

Psalm 62: 7-8
In God is my salvation and my glory; the rock of my strength, And my refuge, is in God. Trust in Him at all times, you people; pour out your heart before Him; God is a refuge for us.

A good sleep.

2009-05-16T04:37:00.004+08:00

Now is 4am plus… I’m very tired but couldn’t sleep at all. I switch on the lights, the lap-top, the fan, the music. I feel my heart pounding fast; I have lived in fear for the last 2 hours. Why?

All these happened few hours ago….

Around 1.00am plus, I was making cards in my room. The first time, I was satisfied with the end products. SUDDENTLY, I heard a loud bang coming from my house downstairs. A car accident had take place. I could hear noise produced by the tyres of the car that were rubbing against the floor. I guess my heart stopped for a few seconds. Thank God, no one was hurt but the car was seriously damaged. And my nightmare began from that moment too.

For the next two hours, I feel uneasy in my heart. And a creepy, terrifying feeling that could not erase away. Around two plus, I plan to go sleep as my eyes were heavy; things did not turn out to be good. I remembered I was holding my bible on the bed and covered myself with blanket. That 20 – 30min’s time, I was really scared. In the end, I break down and cry. Sounds stupid, but you wouldn't know what to do when you are lost.

I holding the bible in tears and prayed to God to help me. I kept repeating the verse 2 Timothy 1:7 “For God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power and of love and of a sound mind”. I still remember this verse is my life verse that I chose for my Water Baptism about a month ago.
I was struggling for 15mins; though feeling much better now, not totally. That feeling just came out of sudden and I couldn’t help to ignore it… I’m waiting for the sun to rise!!

Father, I pray that I will be safely in Your hand every single day!

You will holding me on with Your hands and never let me go!

You are wonderfully made!

2009-04-18T02:39:00.001+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9lp0IWv8QZY

Hey guys, all of you got to take a look at this video. It is about this lady call Susan Boyle, who took part at the Britains Got Talent 2009. How she touched and changes the point of view of her by others.

I see A VERY ordinary lady, someone who might not be notice by others on the street. However, that night, her voice touched and conquers many peoples’ heart and really surprises them with the beautiful voice that is given by God.

From this lady, I see confident and faith in her.

More than that, I see how our creator, God fearfully and wonderfully created her. She does not have what is on the surface but she has what is inside of her, SUBSTANCE!

Are you touched by her? I am.

Feel Love!!

2009-04-15T01:02:00.002+08:00

Before all time began
You had the perfect plan
To make us
In the image of Yourself

Although we went astray
You even planned that day
On which You sent Your Son
To pay the price

You took on all the sins of the world
And washed them all away
Bearing every curse upon that tree

With all my future plans
They're safe within Your hands
Far beyond my
Highest thoughts and prayers

With all my heart and soul
I'll praise You and extol
The mighty God
Who holds me in His arms

We all cry holy, holy
Holy is the Lord
The angels cry holy, holy
Holy is the Lord

‘Angels Cry Holy’, this is my song for this season and I’m simply love every single word of the lyrics. If you were to ask how I choose a song for every season; to be honest, I don’t really have a specific reason or way to describe it. The only thing I can say is led by the Holy Spirit.

Before all time began
You had the perfect plan
To make us
In the image of Yourself

Before we were born, God has a perfect plan for us. a way that is high above our thoughts. That’s my God, my creator!

Although we went astray
You even planned that day
On which You sent Your Son
To pay the price

Every one of us was given a chance to make our own decision. We can choose to be good or bad, either one. In fact, we made a lot of wrong decision throughout our life. Do you agree with me?
A lot of times, we make mistakes; we walk the wrong way; we make the wrong decisions. God knows all these, every single thing; every single decision; every single move you going to choose or make. When we were lost, He is there to guide us to the right. When we were wrong, He sends His son to pay for the price.

You took on all the sins of the world
And washed them all away
Bearing every curse upon that tree

Every single sin that we commit in our life, Jesus Christ will bear for it when we confess in His high and mighty name.

With all my future plans
They're safe within Your hands
Far beyond my
Highest thoughts and prayers

When I thought of my own life, my future; I was like an ant, only know the importance of getting my own stomach filled and house build. On contradict, I have not known the vision and dream that I could chase after; that God had stored for me. His thoughts are indeed higher than us, human being.

With all my heart and soul
I'll praise You and extol
The mighty God
Who holds me in His arms

We all cry holy, holy
Holy is the Lord
The angels cry holy, holy
Holy is the Lord

I praise Him with all my heart and soul from now on. I could never deny Him anymore because I believe and trust that He is real wholeheartedly.

No matter how bad is the circumstances I facing, I could never leave Him because He did not abandon me at first.

No matter how long I need to take to wait for things to turn around, I will still hold on to Him.

No fancy words….
I just want to say: “God, I love You.”

Are you perfect? I’m Beautifully Imperfect.

Photos!!

2009-03-28T01:59:00.013+08:00

I found all these photos in my phone, so decide to upload them up. =) Life is great.

I was trying to bit my own tongue!! Can you see that. =)

Fill the bathtub with warm water~~

Put the baby in, and she will give you a innocence look~~~

There she goes, learning how to swim~~~~

Are you smiling?? I am. =)

Spiritual Warfare

2009-03-26T01:20:00.004+08:00

Couple hours ago, there’s a war going on in my house. My brother’s computer burn off and black out; now can’t use it anymore I guess so. Some more, he just bought that desk top for one year plus only. Then, my father was really fuming about it and he was scolding and scolding. Without thinking a second, I was scolded too.

Everything gonna be alright;
Very little thing;
Very bigger thing;
They will just gonna be alright.
With God, I have strength!
With God, I stand!
Amen!

What a nice and short song that created by me! HAHHAHAHA…

Well, back to the topic. How do I get the inspiration to blog about this, it all happen when Weijie was sharing about something happened when Pastor Lia and some of the staffs went for Coldplay concert.

Spiritual Discernment! When I heard these two words, it just clicks to my mind until now. A lot of things flashing through my mind through out the whole CG! To Weijie, I did pay attention to what you were preaching; I’m a good student during lecture in school. Just that I was paying more attention to what God had shown me.

The feeling of figuring out something is really remarkable, especially through God. I love this kind of feeling more and more. Reflecting on what has been happening in my life; God shows me that I’m fighting a spiritual warfare. I become conscious on what has been happening around me. Whenever, I reach to the peak of my life at that point of time, something will just happen without fail. Whenever, I get someone saved, something happen to that person days or week after that; sometimes the reason I get is so preposterous. I can’t accept it! Some could just go without any proper reasons.

Often, I can’t explain thing in the physical term. Now whereby I came to know that things get to happen in the spiritual whelm.

I feel myself is been attack by the devil…

Can you just imagine the evil spirits trying to tear my spirit apart; using weapons to whack on my brain and soul; making feel weak and unbearable? I remember the book ‘This Present Darkness’ that Roy recommended me. It shows contemporary views on angels, demons, prayer, and spiritual warfare as demons and angels interact and struggle for control of the citizens of the small town. I still remember how the way the demons attack a person’s spirit and how the way the saints prayed for the people. Prayer brings the power to the angels and warriors of God to fight against the demon. It is still unforgettable.

I guess I have to go and pick up the book ‘Piercing the Darkness’ (Given by Charleston, Roy and Weijie for my birthday) again. A new whole way of prayer life that I need to pick up and practice on it.

Devil, let me make my stand clear before you. I will be the one who stand strong to the end, you could shake me, kick me or whatever you wanna do to me. I’m telling you that I am really angry, frustrated, irritated by you. I will pray for every single one of then, every single thing that had happen. You may take them away from me now, but it does not going to hold it long. I proclaim in Jesus’ mighty name. Amen!

Aggressive in the spirit!! I will always remember that.

Are you financially healthy?

2009-03-25T02:47:00.004+08:00

I was reading Pastor Kong’s blog and came to one of post on finance. I really like those principles that he wrote. Take a look at it:

* Hard work: All hard work bring a profit, but mere talk leads only to poverty.

* Laziness: A sleeping lobster is carried away by the water current.

* Earnings: Never depend on a single source of income. [At least make your investments get you second earning.]

* Spending: If you buy things you don’t need, you’ll soon sell things you need.

* Savings: Don’t save what is left after spending; spend what is left after saving.

* Borrowings: The borrower becomes the lender’s slave.

* Accounting: It’s no use carrying an umbrella, if your shoes are leaking.

* Auditing: Beware of little expenses; a small leak can sink a large ship.

* Risk-taking: Never test the depth of the river with both feet. [Have an alternate plan ready.]

* Investment: Don’t put all your eggs in one basket.

Have you been practicing them?? =)

Intimacy

2009-03-23T14:49:00.001+08:00

Had a great sleep, feel energetic now!! =D

For the past few weeks, we had great services with Pastor How, Pastor Paul, Roy (During the C Zone stay-over) and Pastor Sy Rogers. I believe anyone who turned up for the services was impacted by it. There’s no exception for myself too.

I love enjoying these days to just growing and growing. I feel myself drawing closer to God nowadays. After been taken down for months, I just spend times with God. Isn’t it is the best thing to do. =)

One week ago, God spoke to me and reveal this word ‘Intimacy’ to me. I get to meditate God’s word, ask Him to show more things to me. When you know you have an intimate relationship with God; your heart not just fill with conviction but joy too.

What’s going on my mind after all the services? This young generation! A generation fill with brokenness; a generation that needs love; a generation that needs to rise up! Found my compassion for the broken; hurt and unloved!! I love you. =)

Last week, we were so happy to see Crystal’s friends came for service! Germaine and Cai Ni, I believe they enjoyed themselves.. More to come!

My Revelation

2009-03-11T03:32:00.005+08:00

YEA!!! I’m back to blog again. =D

Let me blog what did I do yesterday. Let me think, I woke up quite late; HEhehhe. But I won’t tell you all what time did I wake up. Then I read my bible, to be on par for my BRP. Are you? Then God showed me the Acts 12, and then I jumped straight to that chapter to read about it. It talks about how the early disciples prayed during the night for Peter when he was in prison. It resulted in an escape with an angelic escort. The bible says even the guards who looked after that prison didn’t see anything on how Peter escape from the prison. Powerful right!! It is all because of ‘Prayer’.

In afternoon, met Roderick, E-ray and Yu Han at Yishun for chicken rice and bubble tea as lunch. Yu Han kept saying he was hungry and going to faint when they reached. Funny sia!! Chicken rice was YUMMY! We love it. =)

Then, we went to Yishun Satellite church to find Weijie and Crystal. We played with the kids there. They are so cute. We all left around 6pm. While Weijie going to church and Roderick going for PGSM; E-ray, Yu Han, Crystal and I go Northpoint and hang out. You guys are so crap. HAHAHHAHA… we can crap with pearl next time. You all know the joke. =D

When I reached home, I typed the sharing that Weijie wants me to do. Send on time!!! Challenge E-ray to complete the book of Genesis and Exodus by the end of March holiday, which is the week after next. HA... Let's wait and see!! HEHEHHE….

Mention about the prayer, I recalled the prayer meeting we had during last Sunday. Weijie called some of the leaders to come together and pray. I just wanna share something that I saw when I was praying last Sunday. I was thinking of drawing that whole picture out using the “Paint”. I remembered some of us were ask to pray for ourselves. Well, this is the picture I see. I hope is not too ugly. =D

Do all of you find it cute?? Give me some comments. HAHHAH, because is very hard to use “Paint” to draw thing.

All the guys are ‘Botak’, only girls with hairs. Sorry lalallala. HAHAHHA… See Christopher playing guitar, so funny sia! And I realize myself transforming to a guy in the end. I just can’t stop laughing with the picture I drew. =D

Back to the topic, I remembered when I was praying, I tend to move forward. Therefore, as you can see from the picture that I was moving nearer to the center of the circle. Well, that’s not the main point. The main point is when I was closed my eyes and prayed. I see myself getting bigger and bigger compare to the people and things surrounded me. Just like something is been enlarged.

I remembered very clearly that during that moment, I was praying something like: God, enlarge my heart; enlarge my spiritual life and I wanna big and bold not just physically but spiritually. And here it is, I saw this picture appeared as I keep praying. WOW!!! Is so cool. I love it.

Lord, I want to draw closer and closer to You!

More to come

2009-03-10T01:56:00.003+08:00

HahAhaha!!!! I have quite of few things to post about. However, is late now and I shall turn to bed. ZZZzZZZZZzzzzz.....

I shall do it when I wake up. =D Wait for me yea!

One More thing :

Happy birhtday To you!!! Victoria. Hope you enjoy the movie!!!!

I love my day

2009-03-05T01:36:00.002+08:00

Have a great day today. HAhahhaha… Wait a second, now is 1am plus; so should be yesterday. =D

Weijie, Bellrarie and I went to look for E-ray, Ziling and Crystal at Bowen Sec. Well, end up saw E-ray there only because Ziling stomach ache and Crystal was sick. But, we still went to Crystal’s house to look for her. Finally get to take a look at her which is filling with “Fei lun hai”s poster. Crystal, you indeed like Ya lun a lot, everywhere is his posters and everything.
Weijie talked to them about the vision for this year. Yea!!!! To break through 10 people on C9, begin with the three of them only. Is so cool. He got this idea of giving them one chocolate bar and donut each; use your imagination with me okay, they represent “10”. ooOOoOppppsss, I just remember, my chocolate bar still in my bag, forgot to put it in fridge….

After that, Bell and I went to Douby Ghaut to walk. We bought some stuffs and chat while having Mac meal there. Bellrarie from C8; I get to know her better today. Found out that she really is a cat lover. See anything related to cat, she will like scream “Aahhhh, so cute”. She is cute sia. Through the conversation, we get to talk about vision, encounters with God and revelations and so on. Through there, I understand why she likes to do cards and so on. And the best part is her encounter with God, the power plug and socket. I love it man, it is just simply so cool. Through her sharing, can see that she really love God and church very much; even during the period of preparing for ‘O’ level. She still turned up for service. Awesome girl!!!

Then, around 6plus, met Weijie. Michelle. Jazreel and her friend, Victoria. We had dinner at the Douby X-change. We ate, chit chat and we were laughing all the way. Wejie, you are good at making people to laugh. hahahHAHhaha….. Got to know them more next time.

Reflect back what have we done for the few hours, I just simply love that kind of feeling by spending times my leader and talking to peoples. Oh, I love it more and more already!!!!

Photos!!

2009-03-03T14:59:00.009+08:00

HoooRRay!!! Finally is able to upload the photos up here!! =D

Life is beautiful

2009-03-02T23:49:00.003+08:00

I’m back to blogging and changed my blog's skin too!!!! Wowowoww….

I wanna shout; shout; shout to the world that I’m having holiday NOW!!! Are you? =D

Went for all 4 sessions of AI conference for the past 3 days, it has been a turning point for myself. Do you feel the same as me too?? During the service when Pastor Tan from CHC and Pastor How’s preaching, I found out that I have received words from God in a different perspective. Revelations!! Here are some of the things that was on my mind recently.

Renewal mind – We get to renew our mind, our thinking every single time when you receive a Rhema word from God.

Ethos – How to grow in God, planted in a church that has all the growing elements. I’m proud to be in Heart of God church.

Vision – Pray to God for a vision for your life. A person perishes without a vision.

Evaluation – consistently evaluate ourselves, find out what are the areas you are good at and what are the areas you need to improve.

Love – Have a loving spirit. Love the word of God; love to break through; because that kind of joy you get when you break through is you couldn’t imagine.

Action – Words can be empty without any actions.

Talent – Discover your talents that God had place in your life. Often, we get to discover it on the way when we keep try doing different things. When I stand before God at the end of my life, I would hope that I would not have a single bit of talent left, and could say, "I used everything you gave me".

Initiative – Take the initiative to talk to God by praying; worshipping or reading the bible. Encounter with God only happen when we take the step of faith out with a willing heart.

Obedience – Obey God’s word because He is most high in place. He knows what is best way for us to go.

Never say die – Have the resilient attitude, do not give up easily. Your turning point could be right at the next moment.

It is not length of life, but depth of life. I thank God for every single thing that had happen in my life. I would not regret for anything because through them I grow as person. Seeing someone break through and grow as a person is the greatest joy.

Yesterday, some of us took some photos when we were on our way home. Haiz, I still can't figure out why I couldn't upload them up.

Pen. Refill

2008-11-07T02:05:00.000+08:00

People, we just like a pen.

What is the function of a pen? Well, we can use it to write, to draw, to point etc. what would you do when the pen is run out of ink? We Refill it. We went to shops to buy refill for it.

We just like a pen. We perform different acts. We go school.. Go to work go army (for guys).. Study for exam.. Help out at home.. In church.. Serve in ministries and so on. We just like the pen performing out our functions. Hey! Wait a minute, is your ink running out? Or it had already dried up. Are you scrambling over the paper, trying to squeeze a drop of ink out?

Go and refill it up guys!

The word of God just like the refill to us! Everyday, we are using up our energy physically and spiritually, we get tired and dried up. In order to carry on what we are doing, we need to ‘refill’ ourself time after times.

Have you done so????

Love!

2008-11-07T01:05:00.002+08:00

Hang-out @ Heart Of God Church!!! =D

Small pot of cactus and a note; gave by Jocelyn Hang.

The cactus is so cute; i just love it so much and is RED in colour. WEeeehhh

Thank you Jocelyn!! =D

Jocelyn Hang, a supper sweet girl you can ever find! Saw Jocelyn and Adelyn on Tuesday; the day we have service with Nick Vujicic. Both of them couldn’t come to church often due to some circumstances; but they will grab every opportunity to turn up. POWERFUL leh!!!

These two sisters are really those sweet and care for others. I still remembered how Adelyn went to buy birthday just for her sister. How she smiles at everyone when we meet up. How she laugh etc. And of course, Jocelyn; she always been the one who will do all those small things to make others happy and feel love.

Sometimes, she will write some small cards; bought sweet; send encouraging sms to others etc. Awesome! On Tuesday, when she came church, she did not forget us. /I still remembered after the service with Nick Vujicic, she went around searching for people like Pastors, Weijie…. And she passed us each a small pot of cactus and a note. How sweet it is, don’t you think so.

Love, doesn’t have to wait until some big day then to express out; but everyday single moment. Thought of anyone you love, care in mind while reading this? What do you wait for? Give them a call or sms; and tell them how much you love them. =D

I love you guys!! C5. C50. C9

God loves you too!!

Sooooo Excited!!!

2008-10-31T02:10:00.001+08:00

Here to post a new post! =D

Well, in fact I suppose to read through my lecture notes and do those tutorials that gonna go through tomorrow, Friday. OOoopppssss….is this morning! HAHAHHAHAH… whatever, I chucked my notes one side and here to blog. I just told some of the people that I had a long long sleep yesterday. Wait; correct information should say since Wednesday. I won’t tell you all how long I slept, because the moment I wake up, I felt so sinful. However, I had no choice.

On Wednesday, after the outing with integration, I felt so tired and SLEEPY. The reason is because the night before I was rushing for works until 6am. Then I need to wake up at 7plus for school. Oh my…. How did I do that?? God knows. =D These few days, I was having headache, I guess is because due to lack of sleeps.

I heard a lot of people fall sick these days. Hey guys do take care of yourself because next few weeks, we going to be very busy.

Went for lesson at 3pm, I was amazed by myself because I was attentive in class. HAHAHAHAH….didn’t fall asleep. “One clap” for me!! =D I survived from 3pm to 8pm, can you imagine that? If is in church, I’m sure able to make it for whole day, but is school, you know! I know you know. HEeeeee…..

I feel so happy, so excited now! Happy is because I just read something funny, FUNNY. Excited is because a lot of events coming up in church. If you were to ask 1 million dollars from me, I will straight away give it to you.

You ask and you shall receive!! ………………………………………

Well, I write cheque for you with paper!!

COMING up…….

Combined service!

Nick Vujicic!

Pastor Kong!

Asia Conference!

Christmas!

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A life without limbs

2008-10-26T22:57:00.005+08:00

A life full of colours!

A life full of hopes!

A life full of purpose!

Nothing can stop him.

He is an over-comer; a life without limbs. How he does that? Answer very simple: Come and take a look at him, and you will find out why!

4 & 5 Novemeber'08
Tuesday - Wednesday
730 - 10pm

Heart of God Church
10 Eunos Rd 8
#12 - 20
Singapore Post Centre
Singapore 408600

What Do You Think?

2008-10-26T22:39:00.003+08:00

Wow! Such a long time for not updating my blog already, now is the time to revive my blog since I reach home early today.

Recently, there are so many thoughts going in and out of my mind. One of the thing that really stuck in my mind in one of the article that I had read on Wednesday while I was on the way to go look for Weiting. I just take this chance to share with everyone single one of you, whether you are Christian or not. Just read it.

Whenever I think about this, I will be tearing in my heart. I’m a human with emotions.

How many of you still remember the earthquake that happened in China, Sichuan? I believe even you don’t watch news, read newspaper, you had at least heard from your friends talked about it, Amen! We all know that many of the people die during the earthquake, and most of them were children. This is the figure that I get when I read the article. They said that there were close 70,000 dead, over 370,000 injured and more than 18,000 missing person (some of them could have already dead).

This is one of the photo I took form the article. The first thought that came to my mind when I look at this picture is ‘Are they Christian?’, ‘Are they going heaven or hell?’. Let me tell you, many of them are in hell right now. Many people in China didn’t even heard about Christianity before; they don’t even have the chance to become a Christian. I just feel so sad for them because they don’t even have the chance to make a decision which many of us have.

What is the thing that makes me most angry and sad are those people who backslide from God and those people who keep rejecting friends who keep inviting them to church. Why do I say so? Many of them just treat God so cheaply and unworthy. They gave up God just because of guys/girls they like; money; materialism; studies; tiredness; friends; work; not happy with church people; CCA, all kind of excuses you can think of. Do you know that, one day you gonna hold the full responsibility for all your acts and the decision you had made.

Let me tell all of you, if there is a chance for those dead kids to exchange their life with yours, I believe whole heartedly that they will cherish every opportunity to be with God. If they have the chance to give their life to God, I believe they will do so. Do you feel that you are very lucky? If you think you are, go and tell the person who brought you to church. Tell him / her that how grateful you are to him / her.

Right here, I just wanna encourage those people who consistently reaching out to friends or those who had not try to invite friend: I hope you will be inspire to reach out to friends. WHY? Because we don’t know what will happen to our friends the next moment. As you can see that, disaster or accidents can happen any time. Maybe at this moment, your friend is joking with you but the next moment he or she will be in hell. Not just friends but our family members also. Some of you may say that is not the right moment or time to bring them to church. Hey guys, let me ask you, do you know when the right moment they gonna leave this world…

I’m really glad that Weijie reached out to me and brought me to church. Now, I’m not just a normal or Sunday Christian, instead of that, I’m walking towards my destiny in God. I love my God; my Pastors and my leaders whole heartedly. =D

I LOVE YOU

You should know him. =D

2008-09-08T02:29:00.006+08:00

I had too many things to blog. Finally, I decide to blog about my leader, Ang Wei Jie. HAHHAHAHA..I realize I’m in his CG since I came to Heart of God Church. Unbelievable!! Why I say that? Not sure, just feel like it. =D

Wei Jie, he is the one who brought me to church. He is the one who taught me John 3:16. He is the one who taught me how to give follow up lesson though I have not really start to give yet. He is the one who bring me around for outings. He is the one who brought me to this level. He is the one who taught me so many things.

He is the man whose heart is after Pastor and leaders. Often, he would share with us about pastors and leaders. He is a person who is submissive to his leaders. He is a person with disciple’s qualities. He is someone who is humble. He has the changing attitude when his leaders correct him. Now, as I think back, he really did a lot for the whole CG and his peoples. No one can deny this point. No one. Sometimes, he, alone does all the stuffs for the CG. Sometimes, really feel sorry for making him doing the works alone. As a disciple of him, can’t even share his burden. Forgive us ya.. Maybe me only. HAHAHAHAH.

After all, he is someone with these elements: quality, capability, flexibility, ability, creativity, responsibility etc….. =D

Never regard to have him as my leader. Thank You. Eat more ar, WeiJie!!!!
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Took Some Photos while on the way back home. HA

Alunm + Xiaohong + Rachel

Xiao Hong & Rachel

Only see my teeths. HAHHAH

I trying to catch someone's head that is behind. Can you see it? =D

You are never alone!

2008-09-01T01:28:00.000+08:00

Along life's road

There will be sunshine and rain

Roses and thorns, laughter and pain

And 'cross the miles

You will face mountains so steep

Deserts so long and valleys so deep

Sometimes the Journey's gentle

Sometimes the cold winds blow

But I want you to remember

I want you to know

You will never walk alone

As long as you have faith

Jesus will be right beside you all the way

And you may feel you're far from home

But home is where He is

And He'll be there down every road

You will never walk alone

Book!!

2008-08-30T19:04:00.001+08:00

My blog is dead for 4 days already. Just returned form my aunt’s funeral, missed today's service. Pastor Lia is preaching today. Haix… I wonder what Pastor Lia preached about?
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Do you wish to rise? Begin by descending. You plan a tower that will pierce the clouds? Lay first the foundation of humility.

By: Saint Augustine

Have a desire to read his book!! Anyone has it??

Transform

2008-08-26T02:16:00.005+08:00

Week after weeks; day after days, things may not seem happening. Peoples may seem lost faith, hope and confidence in me, even I start to tremble. But there is always one person who never give up on me; He pumps faith in me; He who believes in me. Who does not have downs in their life? No one..

I pick myself up through Him; my God, Jesus Christ.

Of course, not forgetting my beloved friends, Shu Qing and Suk Wah. These two girls are just awesome. We had conference few hours ago. We shared, we chat and we laugh. Most importantly, our engines are full now. We are able to make it for racing competition already. =D Had a great time to just chat with them.

Had not sleep for one day plus already, however, I feel alive now. Did my quiet time an hour ago, I can literally feel the presence of God in my bed room. I wept because I was amazed by the way how God touched me, encouraged me. Most importantly, how He prepares the way for me.

Now is the right time to GROW!! Others can doubt me, but NEVER doubt God’s word. Maybe some peoples may not agree with me. Hey, don’t judge base on what you see physically.

Circumstances are no longer a problem to me. Barriers are no longer a problem to me. Problems are even more not a problem to me.

You think problems are problems? If you say YES, well, because you treat it as a problem.

For me, I see opportunities!!! Lord, I’m coming to Your way.

Just Wait!!

o.O [AHHAHa.]

2008-08-22T00:43:00.000+08:00

Long time didn’t blog already. =D

These few days, I had been eating and lying on my house sofa a lot. The lower part of my back is pain when I move. I think is because I injured it few weeks ago. Now, when I try to bend and do stretch, I can’t even touch my toes. Haiz, I was proud to say I was good at stretching last time. HAHAHAHA….my mother said want to bring me go see Chinese doctor, don’t know is useful or not. Wang Ying, thanks for visiting me, and welcome to my house too. =D All the best for your exam.

Still got two more papers to go, after next Monday, have to start work already. Working is the most sian thing. Ha, but still must chiong for it. Go Go Go!!!!!

My Church; My Zone; My CG; My Responsibility

2008-08-14T23:56:00.001+08:00

HAPPY belated birthday, Wei Ting.

WooW!! Actually, I want to go study for exam yet I’m here to blog. HEhe.. =D

This week, I had been waking up EARLY for couple of days. Miss my bed lots. Well well well, is worth it to wake up so early; 5am in the morning! One reason is because went for CHC Prayer Powerhouse while the other is went to Bowen Sec to look for Ziling, Joel and Rose; bought breakfast for them.

CHC Prayer Powerhouse
About 800 people turn up for Powerhouse each morning, isn’t it awesome. Of course it is, because our God; Jesus Christ is the only reason why so many people turning up. He worth it; He deserve it. Amen!

Looking at the full filled auditorium, I just so excited about it; to see one day our own church prayer meeting to be what we had been seeing these few days. I believe it is coming soon.

Last week, the discipleship class with Ivan was great. He lifted up my spirit; he changes my mindset. Therefore, he is my idol for this month. HAHAHAHAH…. There are a lot of things were I can learn from him. He has his style man.

Before the sharing, he just talked about what he had with the zone F people that afternoon. They are a bunch of cutest, funniest people the world. We just laughed and laughed when he shared. Is very very funny. Wants to know what the Zone F people did last Saturday, go and ask anyone of them. That’s how he started the whole thing. Yes, we began our discipleship class with laughter.

Genetic progression

During the discipleship class, Ivan shared how fast our church is moving. How awesome our church is; definitely yes. Could you believe that many of the great pastor and preachers like our church so much!!! People like Pastor Joakim Lundqvist; Pastor Josh Kelsey; Pastor Troy Marshall; Parachute Band etc. We are moving towards World Class Church. People start to talk about us. Can you imagine one day Planetshakers came to our church. WOW! Cool…. But, one very important thing we need to do is TO GROW OUR CHURCH! 1000 of people is too little. WE WANT MORE, 2000. 3000.. 4000…5000… 6000………..Do you know that Planetshakers does not perform to a crowd that is less than 3000 peoples. Grow!!

Ivan also shared sing with faith (proclaim with faith). Speak faith; speak life; speak possible. Share with you guys one thing, when you pray, prophesized your prayer with Jesus’ name; proclaim with faith. It’s more useful that you pray in tongues for 1 hour. Think in fourth dimension; live in fourth dimension; act in fourth dimension.

Another powerful thing Ivan shared with us was that To Enlarge (inside out). Sometimes, we tend to be self-absorb, self-center. Or sometimes, we tend to think about our own team. Yes, just our own team. HEY! If you had this mindset, come on, change it. Enlarge your heart. Think BIG; Be BIG. Think about your zone; your cg.

I’m big on the inside. I want to be BIG!!!

LOL, need to go do housework. No choice, shall update again. =D

Perseverance

2008-08-09T02:33:00.002+08:00

Do you know me? Xiao Hong! Its 1am, Saturday now. In fact, I feel very sleepy now but just want to blog with my new blogskin. =D

Why I start my post with that sentence, nothing special, just because I thought of it. HAHAHAHHA….

I was breaking down these few days. Not just because of sickness, others like school, family and other things. Feel really tired, sometimes, you gave me whole day to sleep, I don’t think is enough. If you think I sure will collapse, let me tell you “you are wrong man”.

Do I look like someone who is easily been defected? Don’t underestimate me! LOL.

How was I when I was young? Hmmm.. Let me think about it. Well, someone who is easily been bullied by others. I can say that I’m someone who was weak in the past. But, what makes me turn from weak to strong and hard on the inside? Don’t have to guess, is my family. I remembered there was once my brother was bullied by some of the youth from our school. The moment I saw that scene, I ran up towards them and point my finger at them [Hello, not the 3rd finger okay.. HAHhaa] and said: “Who give you the permission to bully my brother!” I feel I had been the greatest sister in the entire whole world.

Have you ever been look down by others? Someone like close to you; relatives or even friends. I had tasted that kind of feeling before. No doubt, it hurts. I can tolerate after crying for few minutes. You can say that I’m stubborn, but I won’t agree with you completely. I’m human being, I have emotion and feelings too. Roy once said before that I feel a lot. Yes, he is right. I can feel every single emotion that is going on me and others.
I understand what kind of words, actions will hurt people! Why? It’s because I had gone through and experience them before. Therefore, if I was told to hurt someone with words, I can easily “kill” them.

Even until now, I know there are quite a number of people despites and look down on me. There’s only one person in my life that would never ever despites me, He is no other than my God, Jesus Christ. Often, I can just tell people who think in their minds that “Xiaohong’s future is dark and rainy. I just know it, don’t ask me why. AHHAHAHHAA…..
Sometimes, even I condemn myself due to what others had said. However, I pick myself up no matter what. I just pick it up through Christ, everything is possible. Amen.

In the past, I was a person filled with hatreds; anger; jealousness; bitterness; loneliness …My parents wasn’t with me that often when I was young. I remembered I cried every single morning when I wake up. As I look around, I was left alone in the whole bed room. The surrounding was so quiet and quiet. At that moment, I just feel that I was alone in the whole entire world. So lonely, so sad. Maybe is because of this reason, I was trained to be alone, even without friends, I believe I can survive quite well. I have that capability to do that.

Now! I can have no friends but can’t survive without my God. =D He is my supports; He is where my strength came from; He is my friends; He is my partner. Wait a minute, of course I had found a bunch of good friends in church too. Hehehe…

I was once someone who really hates people into bones. Who in the world says that I must love others? How could they expect love from me since they had not poured their love on me? No way man. But things change now….I start to love people, trying very hard everyday. I’m not someone who is loving or caring, and don’t use these words to describe me because it doesn’t suit me at all. And I don’t really like it. Maybe is my character.. ^@^

God is the one who brings me to where I am so far besides my leaders. He is the one who always gives the positive thoughts; encouragements and loves. You won’t understand it unless you had gone through what I had gone through. God, You rock my life! This is the best ever thing I get since I become a Christian.

Do you know what God describes me with? Is the cactus. =D

Cactus, a plant with strong surviving will and perseverance. A plant may look weak, just like using a knife cutting off its skin. Come on, think twice. It knows how to store waters and surviving well in the desert. Some more, it blooms flowers; yes beautiful flowers.

However, don’t ever irritate it, because you sure will injure by its pricks. Wait a minute, I don’t have pricks; I only have two hands and 2 legs for punching you. HAHAHAHAHAHHA………………..

growth

2008-07-22T06:50:00.002+08:00

Growth.!!

Is early now! In fact, I wake up at 4am this morning. Preparing for test later and listening some music…

Before I do my blogging, I spend my time with God. Recently had all sorts of feelings in my heart; mix feelings. I lift them to God, talk to Him… Merely talk to Him. AHahahha… shall blog again another day! Hee ^ ^

Random

2008-06-29T02:29:00.002+08:00

Now is 2.09am, and I have not sleep yet. Well, feel like blogging. So here I come!!!

Sitting in front of my lappy and looking for some information, I thought of something in my mind. Crap sia, I laugh to myself. Are you thinking that am I mad or what? I’m not.. just simply thought of something funny and laugh it out. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH…..

Not just something funny came across my mind; but I was thinking about future too.

One week later.

Two weeks later..

One month later.

Two months later..

One year later.

Two years later..

I feel everything going to be so amazing! Simply AMAZING..

With God, everything in your life is full of amazement, adventure, surprises etc. I’m laughing away, don’t ask why. I’m happy!! :)

Saturday’s CCH service was great! By looking at each of the kids jumping and praise God, you will feel touch inside your heart. Young kids; their heart is just so pure that you can’t bear to see any of them to be sad.

I love you; everyone. :)

He is so cute with the monkey pocket on his shirt!!!! So cute ^ ^ And he trying to show his teeth when taking the photo.. Funny sia. HAHHAHAHAHAH

Thoughts

2008-06-27T10:31:00.001+08:00

Having Java practical lesson now, here I come to blog some thoughts out. :)
Recently, I guess my mind was just lost in somewhere. Where is it, I not sure. I feel been stuck somewhere, somehow.
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I need answer for that. And someone had given me the answer.
For the past couple of weeks, the leaders had been praying day after days, hour of hour, minute after minute, moment after moment, so do I. I just realize me recently, I had been praying than the past. I, myself can’t imagine I had been doing all these things.
Well, I found that whenever my mind is not occupied with school stuffs, family or even my personal stuffs; it will be my peoples. I thought of them, thinking what they doing now? Are they alright when things happen around? I worried for them. God knows. Amen!
Couple days ago, I got vision and dream from God after one of my prayer time. The vision I saw is unbelievable, I mean in the first place. I doubt God’s work; I doubt my own abilities. Who in the world ever believe I can do something great in my life; no one; not even my parents. Gradually, I had developed a mindset which I don’t even trust my own self. Sad right.?
But, praise God. Things turn around after I had gave my life to Christ. Learn more things day after days
Discipleship after discipleships
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Well!! I’m taking the vision that God had place in me. I gonna take it.

Yesterday, I sms-ed Roy and shared with him how I feel recently. I know he had something for me; he is able to sort my thoughts out. Truth enough, he gave me a bible verse.
Isaiah 40:31 But those who wait on the Lord shall renew their strength, They shall mount up with wings like eagles, they shall run and not be weary, they shall walk and not faint.
Meditating on it….

More to come.

The shortest post ever!

2008-06-25T14:46:00.004+08:00

Proverb 29:18 “Where there is no vision, the people perish.”

The shortest post I ever post. : )

4th Dimension!!!

2008-06-25T14:05:00.019+08:00

It had been a long long time since I blogged. Weijie, I’m updating my blog now. HAHAHAHAHAHA….

Recently, my mind is filled with Faith and success; 4^th dimension!

How to have faith?

How to sustain the faith and move to another level?

How to have 4^th dimension?

Integrations

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For the past few days, I had been reading the book on 4^th dimension by pastor Cho. Well, only two words can describe it; “READ IT”. After reading this book, your whole mind set gonna change. Believe me!

See your prayer in 4^th dimensional way. Have you ever tried that before? I doubt so….

Very often, when we pray for something, we are just praying them physically in words and maybe tongues. BUT, what was your mind been thinking while your prayed? Did you literally see the things coming to pass? WOW, this is the only word I can describe it.

Start to SEE….imagine

I feel like ‘eating’ up the whole book. :) HAHAHHAHA… However, I prefer to ‘eat’ my bible if I have to choose to.

Feel like praying now!!! Here I come, Lord!

These photos were taken yesterday at BUgis!!

B & C Zone Event

2008-06-05T16:40:00.004+08:00

This logo is designed by Grace from C6, I believe you will agree with that IT IS Supper Nice!! Great job, Grace! ^^

WOOOW!!!!!

This June Holiday, we gonna have B & C Zone event! Is so cool.. ^ ^

Venue: Heart Of God Church

Date: 11 & 12 June

Clarify with me if you have any questions regarding the event!!

COME!!!!

Holy Spirit..

2008-05-21T02:01:00.002+08:00

I just had my Time With God (Quiet time). Through out the whole quiet time, I realized I begin to know Holy Spirit more. A level up!!

In the beginning, I was worshipping with the song ‘Come Holy Spirit’, I was smiling with tears. I repeat SMILING WITH TEARS. I believe many of the peoples cry in God’s presence because they are been touched. Or God is ministering to them, vice versa. I smile because Holy Spirit is my best friend and close partner in my life. He sends the Word of God and His presence to me. He shows me the ways!!!

Want to know what are the ways?

When I was praying, I asked Holy Spirit to guide and teach me for my people and new friends. While I was praying for the new friends, I was crying. Not just physically but cried in my heart too. As I looking through all the friends’ name, I saw souls. They are people who alive physically but half dead spiritually. Living a life without visions, purpose, dreams and do not know what gonna happen in future. I can just literally imagine each of their life like.

I’m sobbing in my heart.

After praying for new friends that are coming for REDrain concert, I want to pray for the regulars. BUT, I didn’t. Why? Because, I felt there’s a voice whispering to me, said ‘Stop and listen!’

At first, I thought I heard wrongly. Anyway, I obeyed in the end.

Something inside my spirit just told me that something is coming your way, prepare for it. I didn’t get the whole picture in the first place. However, I understood the whole thing when someone broke the bad news to me. I’m sad about it, but I prepare for it.

Is Holy Spirit the one who reveal the problem to me.. Though I was not so connected with Holy Spirit in the past, things can change now.

Holy Spirit falls on me; I’m yearning for You.

RedRain concert in 3 days’ time!!!! Gonna rock the whole Singpost.

I love my God; you can love by Him too because He love you.

Photo Day!!!

2008-05-21T01:19:00.023+08:00

Sunday 18 May’08

After service on Sunday! C Zone went to T3 for dinner. WOW! So cool… ^^ Photos!!

It looks beautiful and clean. 1st class of airport…

Swee and Ryan + + mani more…AHAHAHAH

Xiao Hong + AI Lin + CaI Ning

Feel like chopping our head? I don’t think so… ahahaha cause they (Lin & Ning) are too sweet for you to do that.

Ailin’s brother was trying escape away! But I still caught him.^ 6^

We were supposed to be in this photo!! Who knows it tuned out to be Weijie..LOL

I had no idea what to comment for both of them. HAHAAH

Photos taken on Monday !! Holiday..Yuppie

His Way; His Thought.

2008-05-13T21:50:00.002+08:00

I stand for what I believe! I do what I believe!!

No one can change it because I do in God’s way.

Obedience!!

Sometimes, we just got to understand in God’s way. What do I mean this? Well….This is what happened during one of my Tabernacle Prayer. After 15min through my prayer, I realized my head was supper heavy and I was having fever. That kind where you can just feel your forehead is burning HOT. Not only my forehead but my whole body too. I asked God to stop the fever straight away as I will be having school the next day. And need to deal with lots of projects; assignments and tests.

You must be thinking as we pray sincerely to God, He will answer our prayer. However, God didn’t answer it. He has His own plan. And definitely is the BEST PLAN for us.

Through out the one and half hour of TP, I was feeling miserable, is a torment for me. Guess what happen next? I recovered 5mins after the whole TP.

At that moment, I knew why God works in such way. He rather allows me to get sick for one and half hour than seeing me suffering it for few days. God knows what is good for me. I love my God so much.

“For I know the thoughts that I think towards you, says the Lord, thoughts of peace and not of evil, to give you a future and a hope.” Jeremiah 29:11

Love you girls.

2008-05-11T22:59:00.018+08:00

Xiao Hong ^^

Ai Lin ^^

Wei Ting ^^

Suk Wah ^^

Rachel ^^

Su Ling ^^

HI Girls.... I had uploaded the photos we took on Saturday!! LOVE you girls ^^

RED RAIN!!

2008-05-11T03:05:00.006+08:00

My Name is Xiao "Hong". Am I Red? Definitely NOT! HAHAHAHA

I'm not AS RED as RedRain! My favorite ROCK BanD!

RED Rain RED RAIN..Red Rain..... Is pouring

down on 24 & 25

in Heart Of God Church. WOW. :)

Photos and Just photos!!

2008-04-21T01:21:00.060+08:00

Recently had been taking lots of photos! However, couldn't find time to post them on. Finally, here are some of the photos that I manage to post them up. :)

This photo is damn funny! AHHAHA...my whole head is uneven. lol

"HAllo! Anybody there?" MIss big head Looking for miss small head. wah

Miss Ai Ai (Ai lin), she looks funny!

I love this effect!

Chi wen! Stop snatching.... keep your head In! Wahaha

Oh no, my turn! she gonna "BANG" me. :)

"Xiao Hong" ; "Chi Wen" ; "Christine"

" We were looking at the mac screen......"

" STOP", DON'T take a photo of us.

"I love It so Much"

Ohhh.... My mama

2 weeks after I had cut my hair. I love my Hair :) smilleee

Girl Rules!

[Rachel and Ai lin]; I miss them each day!

Wahwah and me having breakfast together!!!

"COME! It tastes great" :)

We wanna FLY!!!!!!

Xiao Hong

Ai Lin

Rachel

Su Ling

Suk Wah

ISssssss MAngo cake!!! Weimin bought it
for my birthday! And we were eating at 2am
in the morning!

With candles!!!!

I love my God

2008-04-12T02:29:00.000+08:00

WOW! Such a long time didn’t blog already! How many of you miss my posts? HAHAHA, just kidding.

On Wednesday, went to church to hang out with some my CG mates. We were supposed to play captain ball at 12pm, end up playing cardboard games. The feeling was just awesome. I believe every one of us feel warmth, like home.

After all the funs and jokes, we did something more fun in afternoon. Guess what was it? We had a worship session. Weijie, myself, Shuqing, Rachel, Suling, Audrey, Sam, Ezekiel and Denny, we come together and worship God. We sang the song (Love), without music; the presence of God was so strong and thick. We love the presence of God. It is so cool. Each of us was been ministered by God.

Myself, had an encounter with God during the worship session. I saw a big, endless field; and in the middle of the field stood only God and myself. I know God is trying to tell me that no one is able to separate Him away from me. I felt so touched though out the whole worship session.

Tell you guys something secretly, I had a great encountered and revelation on Wednesday night. Do you want to know what is it? COME and ask me. AND I WILL SHARE WITH you. !!

Ice Monster

2008-03-03T03:22:00.000+08:00

Is Sunday!! Wowo.. Too many things to blog, therefore, I choose to blog some part of my day. Today, 12pm, I met Huimin; Suling; Sukwah; Audrey at Ps. Huimin miss me, I miss her lots too as I didn’t get to see her around for months. That was long, don’t you think so.

Anyway, Sukwah; Suling and I ate a lot today. We ate fruits at first, then have meals for lunch as we could not resist from the temptations from food. ISsssss so yummy!!! Right girls!!

After the lunch, I walk around with the 4 sisters shop by shop. I felt tired because didn’t sleep well the night on Saturday night.

Around 2pm, we went to eat ‘Ice Monster. We ordered the mango flavor, is supper nice. Must take the pictures from Sukwah as she had taken everything we ate today. :)

WE MUST GO there another time; each of us shall order one bowl. Yummy and yummy!!!!!!

I miss my hair!!

2008-02-20T12:16:00.004+08:00

When I took this photos? I not sure.

Love surprisingly and creatively

2008-02-19T00:21:00.001+08:00

Today, my first exam paper ended at 6pm. After that, met Weimin in school and we went to AMK for dinner. Before the dinner, I accompanied Weimin to wait for her father to reach as she needs to take allowance from him.

About 10 minutes later, we saw her father and greeted him. When I looked at Weimin’s father, I thought of my dad. I miss him. I just realized my father becomes older and older each day. And he was still working from day until night for our whole family. Whenever I ask money from him, I feel guilty because it is earn by his hardship.

Out of sudden, I’m very emotional. Feel like crying, just for my father. The bible says: honor your father and mother. Though sometimes, we had some arguments here and there. They are my parents. Love them surprisingly!! Haha... Maybe I can think of doing something for them.

What is important to other is important to you!!

Jesus, our God!!

2007-12-16T21:09:00.000+08:00

Today Is Sunday, a day filled with sunshine and smiles. In the morning, I did all the house chores. Sister Mea-ann, thank you for calling me up, if not I really will miss the meeting out. Met the rest of the teachers at Mac at 12pm even though I was late for it. Through out the whole meeting, I really learned a lot from Sister Mea Ann. Her passions for the kids really impacted me which motivate me to go to another level. Sometimes, as I see the kids on the street or train, I was wondering what is inside their heart and how their life is. Full of questions..

After the CCH meeting, met Christopher they all for lunch since I was already there. Chris is a joker or should I say he is a “lamer”. AHAHAHHAHAHAHAH…..

Who is Jesus? That is what today’s sermon about. I believed many of the people had doubt Christianity, whether God is real or not before. Want to know the answer???? Come and ask me. AHAHAHHAHAHAHA.

Looking forward for another great day to come!!!!